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a boring day, makes me want to sleep..
There is not a fun day for me..
all I do is read comics yaoi...
and make more bored.
I so look like a kitten...

ha...ha...ha...ha...

YAOI

Yaoi (やおい) also known as Boys' Love, is a popular Japanese term for female-oriented fictional media that focus on homoerotic or homoromantic male relationships, usually created by female authors. Originally referring to a specific type of dōjinshi (self-published works) parody of mainstream anime and manga works, yaoi came to be used as a generic term for female-oriented manga, anime, dating sims, novels and dōjinshi featuring idealized homosexual male relationships. The main characters in yaoi usually conform to the formula of the seme (literally: attacker) who pursues the uke (literally: receiver).

In Japan, the term has largely been replaced by the rubric Boys' Love (ボーイズラブ, Bōizu Rabu), which subsumes both parodies and original works, and commercial as well as dōjinshi works. Although the genre is called Boys' Love (commonly abbreviated as "BL"), the males featured are pubescent or older. Works featuring prepubescent boys are labeled shotacon, and seen as a distinct genre. Yaoi (as it continues to be known among English-speaking fans) has spread beyond Japan: both translated and original yaoi is now available in many countries and languages.

Yaoi began in the dōjinshi markets of Japan in the late 1970s/early 1980s as an outgrowth of shōnen-ai (少年愛) (also known as "Juné" or "tanbi"), but whereas shōnen-ai (both commercial and dōjinshi) were original works, yaoi were parodies of popular "straight" shōnen anime and manga, such as Captain Tsubasa and Saint Seiya.

BL creators and fans are careful to distinguish the genre from bara, including “gay manga”, which are created by and for gay men.^] However, some male manga creators have produced BL works. Yuri is a wider blanket term than yaoi, because it refers to comics with lesbian relationships, regardless of the target audience, which may be (presumptively heterosexual) men, heterosexual women, or lesbian women. Yuri for actual lesbians tends to resemble the opposite of bara, while men's yuri manga is more like yaoi manga, since both are targeted at the opposite sex and are not about reflecting gay reality.

when will you come back and tell all your stories to me...

when we share, you always make me laugh...
you make me a dark atmosphere becomes bright..
we are always cheering and compact in all respects... (me and akira)
especially in the mock rei, rin, mori, seiren and sayakasan....

ha... ha... ha...ha...ha....

nice memories... ><

even insult each other, we remain a good friend...
but, if we can still see each other?
I beg that this friendship was not broken for any reason...

I really want to say to you all...:

"I really love you all..."

lost an important friend

when I was awakened from my reverie, I found I had lost a friend who means a lot to me.
but I still did not recognize it all, and only covered with an empty smile without meaning.

I don't want to admit, if I'm lonely.

I just want to feel loved and adored by everyone.

is it wrong?when there is someone who would accept me, I began to feel that I am also human...


but that's only temporary...
people went away from my side, and make me lonely again...
and makes me not trust anyone....
What's just me, who are destined to live alone?!

if so ... why just me? why? tell me why?!

until when will I have to find answers to all this!? if anyone is willing to accept me like this...